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Just something i wanted to get off my chest..
Alrighty.. i know 2021 is not the best thing for us. due to the covid situations and what not. but i wanted to take the time to reflect.. cast aside killer or survivor and just be. the person to own up to stuff..
As some (or little to none) know that i do stream. and that i play this game non-stop, i do enjoy dbd. despite all it's flaws and it's little niche things that rile us up here and there.. I am a Avid Dbd player that suffers greatly from Severe Depression and acouple other stuff. some of which i won't go into for personal reasons..
Sadly today. i express some grief to say that my proud doggo has passed away. and it has brought me many sorrowful tears. and i wanted to take the time and to say this..
I'm sorry to the people that i've yelled at during my rage antics. during the last couple weeks i wasn't myself and have harassed acouple people because of bad reasons. hopefully though i want to find em and just apologize for my actions..
and to the people here on the forums aswel. to those that i've argued and or say mean stuff about.. i'm also sorry..
i want to try and make things better. Not make em worse.. i love everyone that comes by and says "hi. how're ya" even here on the forums.. means alot to me..
but for those that want a TL:DR I had a puppy pass away as of this recent, and took my anger out on people that didn't know nor didn't realize what i was going through.. And for that.. I apologize...
Here'sa last photo of him..
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I am very very sorry for your loss. Take time to heal and know that it is ok to express your feelings and emotions. Your dog looks so precious in that photo by the way, he was lucky to have you.
Having lost my own fur baby last October I completely can relate to this.
I admire you for being brave and coming forth with this, but know that we are all humans and sometimes what life throws at us, we can only react to. As humans we also have compassion and understand one another, because you know that in more than one way, we have all experienced a time when it wasn’t our proudest moment.
I know these forums get crazy sometimes, and I can admit I am a work in progress myself. At the end of the day there are good people here too and I am sure they’ll more than understand what you are going through.
If you need an ear to listen, I’ll be the first one to say I’m here for you. ❤️
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Sorry for your loss man.
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I'm really sorry to hear about your loss.
Take time to process it and take time to grieve. Make sure you remember him and keep going for him.
Someone once told me that someone dies twice- once, when the pass on, and once more, when they are forgotten. I'm assuming this applies to everything.
Your dog can live on with you. Be strong for him. You are so much stronger than you realise.
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I am so sorry for your loss!! Unfortunately had to say goodbye to my cat end of January this year (due to old age), so I know how much it hurts - and if you're anything like me, your pets become friends/family and the loss of them is the same as it would be for any human. My condolences! Just know that because you loved them, they had the best life because they were loved and that's ultimately the best thing you can do for them, is just to love them.
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I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful dog. Our pets are part of our family and we love them, it's understandable your reaction to losing your beautiful dog.
We grieve our pets and we all grieve in different ways, lashing out at people can definitely one of those ways. Take it easy on yourself and give yourself time to mourn. We're all here if you wish to talk about him.
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My deepest condolences. He looks a beautiful and cared-for character. Allow yourself to grieve, and although any apology for whatever you did is very honourable of you, people will inderstand.
My best to you and your family.
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Such a lovely dog.
I'm sorry for your loss fellow forum goer, I hope you give yourself plenty of time to mourn
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We all have our bad moments when dealing with ups and downs. It's when you own up to your shortcomings that you show your true character. Don't be too hard on yourself, we all make mistakes.
I'm sorry for your loss. Cherish the time you were blessed to spend with your pet friend. They live on in your memories.
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Yeah, I'd usually cast these sorts of posts a blind eye and internally categorise it under the 'Attention-seeker bait' box, but I'm glad I actually took a minute to read this. I myself suffer from a restricting anxiety disorder which impedes upon almost every action and thought I make, so I can sympathise with you in regards to how you're feeling right now. We all know how death affects us, and it's even worse when it's multiplied by preexisting, crippling mental illnesses that we know will never cease to exist. Of course I don't know exactly how you're feeling -- that's a given -- but I hope you grieve as much as you might need to and then come out of this whole thing as a new person; someone who recognises the pains and agonies of their past but who looks onto the future with hope. It's definitely no easy task, and undoubtedly easier said than done, and as much as I may be somewhat of a hypocrite for saying it (because God knows I can never bring myself to seeing things that way, even in the most meaningless of situations), I truly mean it.
I am glad to see someone apologising for their actions. As much as we may feel such words and actions are justified when we're down in the dumps, they really aren't. Pardon if it comes off as insensitive, but yours were no exception. Good to see you taking ownership of that. Really nice. I'm probably a jaded ######### half the time when I'm hit with those common episodes, so again, my words only mean so much, but you're the better man (or woman, I have no way of knowing at the moment) for that.
Take care of yourself. You'll be alright. Trust in yourself. :)
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😭 I'm so sorry for your loss. Your doggo is beautiful and may they rest peacefully.
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I’m sorry for your loss buddy. 💛 Take as much time as you need. Sending all my love to you.
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I'm sorry for your loss, was a beautyful dog 🖤R.I.P.🖤
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You are forgiven, and my condolences.
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Thank you to everyone that came by the Forum post.. you guys really mean alot to me..
Never in my life had i dealt with this much troubles. and Losing someone you loved for multiple years on end is no exception..
Despite all the issues that arise within dbd. all the anger. the good times are still there.. reguardless of what happens in said match..
And yer fine my guy.. i usually hate drawing attention to myself in that sorta way. but i wanted to make it a public apology-sort of way..
You have your opinion. and i have mine. Neither of us can change it in the easiest way. but we can always try to find reason behind it.. <3
(And yes.. i'm a guy so you don't get confused.. lol)
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