Does anyone else feel obligated to continue playing the game at the moment and not know why?


I'm wondering if this is just me because I'm genuinely convinced I'm insane. I play this game nearly every day when I have free time. Whenever I play it with friends or stream it I must sound miserable. I feel dejected and pessimistic about most matches as soon as they start. I slog through one match to the next and the next even when they go awful back to back. I'm clearly not enjoying myself most of the time but I just queue up for another game anyway.

Does anyone else feel like this? I feel like I can't quit the game for more than a week even if I want to.